“Our Children that live in our heart”

Our children shouldn't go before us
But if its god's choice then I guess they must
With taking you our children away
All us parents can do is stay here and pray.
You were one thing I never wanted taking from me
It broke my heart and made me
Who I am today see
You are on my mind even when I sleep at night
Because I know for sure this was not right
But god does seem to take the best
He sure did with you and all the rest.
Where is the love? That song you thought were great
But my music well u said you hate
I played your song for you on your day u know
We were in church that day I had to let you go
The days passed and the weeks as well
You in heaven me living in hell
You were part of me for so long
This is when I first knew you were gone.
Walking the streets late at night id do
Thinking mostly of me with you
My mind playing games not right
What happened to you that night?
Days have gone I still blame me
With you still here that should be
But you have gone that's gods way see
I know it shouldn't have been you but been me.
I was kept alive for a reason that night
God knew id be able to stay and fight
Unlike you so young and bright
He knew keeping me alive that night was right.
I think of you every second of every day
Why did someone have to take my boy away?
You up there me down here on my own
All I seem to do is work and also moan.
I still support S.P.A.C.E football u see
This was your life so your life is me
Were the winners u will see one day
But for now my babe lets just pray.
It's been ages since I last saw you
Still not knowing in my life what to do
Still waiting for you to run through the door
All I say is god please no more
I know its never going to happen you see
I still think you should be here with me
Well I do have to let you go one day
But here in my heart is the place you stay.

© Copyright of Stacey Rodgers.